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Hello World!!!

Hey,

This is my first blog! ever!. Actually i am not accustomed to writing a diary or a blog, instead i always have written more of letters(actually the electronic version), so this blog style will also be as that of an email, addressed by me to me!!.

{April 9 '06 at 9:12 pm}

Whats the whole fuzz about?

well,

I must warn you, that the contents in this blog is very much uncensored. Moreover the issues discussed may be highly controversial; so your individual discretion is strongly adviced.

{April 9 '06 at 9:12 pm}

Comments ?

must have noticed that unlike normal blogs the facility for "comments" is unavailable here. I have reasons for it. One of it being, that there is always a way to reach me by email, so that commenting facility is not all that important. The more important reason being that this is a free wiki hosting service( and as of now i'm extremely impressed by them), this facility of selective publically editable zones is available only for the "premium" service ;(. Any way i hope, and would like all who read this blog, to put accross thier feelings toward the topics to me by email. My id is given in the "To know me better click here" link in the first page of this site. ;)

{April 9 '06 at 9:12 pm}

If you can make one heap of all your winnings

And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,

And lose, and start again at your beginnings

And never breath a word about your loss;

I flunked for the security+ paper. Its not the 10700rs that just went down the drain that sucks.. its the feeling that i flunked just by a margin of one question; and that too even after getting 83 quest right, out of a total 100!! hmmm, i know that i have learnt it. that i dont have to prove it to anyone. But all that doesnt cover up for the fact that i really "lost" out on that paper, which i so much needed to pass!! If i had passed it i would have been a security+ certified professional. Whew that would have given me easy go at a lot of things. Not just professionally, i also required it for confidence in my evryday tasks. Now that i was on a failing spree, i was hoping to clamp it by this cert. Anyway, recently in life lots of terrible things have happened. If at all anything, life by its failures have thought me to live beyond it. By showing me its rough edges, life has taught me a lot, which i wont forget in a hurry. Before i end, i jus want to quote my fav poem; my fav part :

"

If you can keep your head when all about you

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,

But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,

Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,

Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,

And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;

If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;

If you can meet with triumph and disaster

And treat those two imposters just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken

Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,

Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,

And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings

And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,

And lose, and start again at your beginnings

And never breath a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew

To serve your turn long after they are gone,

And so hold on when there is nothing in you

Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,

Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;

If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;

If all men count with you, but none too much;

If you can fill the unforgiving minute

With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -

Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,

And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

"

-- Rudyard kipling ("IF")

{April 13 '06 at 4:08 pm}